Life update! :)

Hey all!
So, I have been neglecting really filling you all in. (Whoever reads, that is).

Seriously, these last few weeks have been CRAZY BUSY! Writing all of this will probably help me sort through the craziness in my own head! Good luck understanding. :)

So, about 4 weeks ago, I became rather ill. Sick to my stomach and nauseated constantly. The pain in my lower abdomen was body bending. I decided to go to my gyno and see if there was anything going on. Apparently, I have polycystic ovaries. Let me tell ya, it makes me really happy to have this (sarcasm!). But, all of my symptoms became very clear. Needless to say, this past week was one of the worst physically ever. I was so sick and hurting so bad. Ugh. So, if you think that I've been a little testy and irritable, you are right. But, hopefully things will start looking up, lol! However, please pray that I can get rid of this pcos through different things I'm going to be starting up.

I seriously think I may have bitten off a bit more than I can chew. Mondays I have school from 7 am to 3 pm, and then from 5 pm to 7 pm. Tuesdays I have school from 7 am to 11:30 pm, and then I may be tutoring from 1-4 or so and then back to school 5-7pm. Then, I have choir practice from 7 to 9 or so. So tuesdays I have a solid 14 hour day. WHEW. I like tutoring, and it's not like it's demanding, so it's not as bad as it may seem. Wednesday I have off until church, but it's my study day. Like big day to study and read because Thursdays are hectic! Thursdays I have school from 8:30 to 3:30. Then I come back to the apt and study or relax with a little tv watching and email stuff... Then Friday I tutor from 8 to Noon. Then, if I have any doctor or dentist or ortho appt's I have them Fri afternoon, which come more often than you would think. Saturdays is more studying and preparing for Monday. Sundays I have church all three services now (Choir) and Life Group/Sunday Night church (choir, too). Sigh, and ya know, I'd really like to find some time to work out.

I miss working out, plus I have to find tim to do it. As well as a place to work out. JR is a bit far to drive 4 times a week as it is now. And going out every day for workout would kill me. I don't have a partner to go with. I love going to the gym, but I have no one to go with and I hate going alone. Grrr. I'll have to deal with that later.

Also, this summer was like major eating healthy kind of thing and now it's all gone to pot. It makes me mad cause I really wanna eat healthier but I almost can't afford it. Kels and I eat such different things but we grocery shop together so I have just adapted to eating things she eats. Also, it is gettin really stressful to come home and cook. It's so much easier to make a sandwich and throw some pretzels on plate. And it's so unhealthy. I really need to start counting cal's but I DON'T HAVE TIME. Grr..

Okay, School is going pretty well. I had my first test in Fundamentals of Nursing and made a 90 percent. I was so relieved. Praise be to the Lord!

Church is going really well. I need to get back to tithing. I dont have a steady income and sometimes it is hard to remember that I need to do it because God is really putting it on my heart. I can't stand sitting in church anymore. I want to be up and doing something. I want to meet people and get to know people so I can hang out with them and sit with them at church and just visit. I sit alone so much and it's killing me. So depressing. If I don't find someone soon, I'm gonna go crazy. I'm used to being involved in everything. I lead a lot of things at my former church. I was looked to for advice and I had people I could go to for advice. Now, I'm lost. Pray for me in this area. I really need to meet some people.

Okay, I could write more, but I shouldn't.

Thanks guys!

Test Depression.

Tonight is the night the Pharmacology tests were posted. I missed the 75% cut off by one freakin point. I'm super discouraged right now. And freakin ticked off at myself. So, maybe I'm not doing or being able to do all that God wants me to do, but not letting me pass my Pharmacology test isn't fair.

Idk, I'm just really really upset right now. And I've done a lot of crying. Maybe this nursing thing isn't for me after all. :(

Indescribable...

Hello!

So, I realy have no point in writing this blog. I'm pretty sure no one reads it.
Church is coming along really well. So is school. I have my first major test on Monday and Tuesday. And then I have a big one about every week. Crazy, huh?

God is really moving in my life. I have so much to say, but I realy don't feel like going into all of it. Too much!
Talk to you later
Ephesians 6